Really Really Random - Mental Static

Sunday, December 3, 2000 02:58 a.m.

Do! Do! Do! Dreaming! Dreaming!....

Ok, I really should be in bed. I am very tired. But I just had to write that today was the best, most perfect day I have had in a long, long time. Most of you prolly know why ^_- I have tons to write about (like a gigantic rant about *spoilerspoiler* in today's Big O).....but I will save that for another time.

Anyhoo, with all of today's events, I am very very VERY sparkly. You may want to avoid me if you don't want 10 tons of secondhand sparkle dumped on you ^_-

Audio: Brian snoring ^^;

You're gonna carry that weight....

Friday, December 1, 2000 04:01 p.m.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure...You try to tell me that I'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere, with you...

Hmm. What an interesting day. My rage was finely honed last night and early this morning...but now it's ok. I'm just obsessively looking forward to JAC tomorrow. It's going to be better than Christmas! ^_-

I took an online quiz yesterday...'Are You a Chronic Procrastinator?' through WebMD....I'll post the link when I find it again. Anyhoo, it told me that a score of 40-50 meant that procrastionation was taking a seriously negative effect on my life....and I (unsurprisingly) scored a 48 -_-; I remember, in grade school, my dad sat me down and gave me a talk about procrastiation (that's where I first learned the word ^^;)....and well, I still do it. It's really bad. What was really interesting about this article was that it siad that 'chronic procrastinators tend to feel shamed and guilty,' and since I tend to have a guilty complex (just ask...well, anyone who knows me well), I wonder if they are linked :P Just a thought, not an excuse.

So tonight is the office party. It should be fun. I had to bum a ride off the host, because I have no freaking clue where his apartment is. It doesn't help that I navigate like Ryoga. Possibly worse. I tend to get to places soley on instinct...another reason why I don't have a driver's lisence -_-;

Audio: Lisa Loeb, Stay.

You're gonna carry that weight....

Thursday, November 30, 2000 05:22 p.m.

We are the no-brand heroes....

Guess the song! ...It's the Koko wa Greenwood end theme n_n
Yup. Emi-chan got me to take that CLAMP quiz. Here are my amusing results, which I managed to predict fairly accurately, amazingly enough:

# 1 Tokyo Babylon
# 2 X/1999
# 3 Card Captor Sakura
# 4 Wish
# 5 Clover
# 6 Gouhou Drug
# 7 CLAMP Campus Detectives
# 8 RG Veda
# 9 Suki dakara Suki
# 10 20 Mensou ni Onegai
# 11 Angelic Layer
# 12 Chobbits
# 13 Magic Knight Rayearth
# 14 CLAMP Campus Cop Dukylon
# 15 Soryuuden
# 16 Miyuki-chan in Wonderland

I would have thought MKR would be closer to the top, though. *shrug*

Audio: The disturbingly cute Digimon Japanese ED.

You're gonna carry that weight....

Thursday, November 30, 2000 12:32 p.m.

Oh, please be careful with me...I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way...

Lalala! I don't really have much to blog about, but I feel like blogging. I'm feeling better than I was yesterday....that's always a plus. Also, I have been set to permasparkle lately, it seems. That makes it hard to stay glum for long ^_-

Puu! The Shameless Hussy strikes again XD I think that the Shameless Hussy would be a great superheroine, ne? Ho ho ho!

Emi, I hope I didn't destroy your image with your *ahem* groupies by calling you a shameless hussy..some people just can't take a joke ^^;;; You know I love you, right? And you're not a shameless hussy. That's me XD

Chi-chan, I know how you feel about Weiß. It's truly horrid, and yet...so pretty *_* And the concerts are...well. We just won't go into that. I don't want to go into therapy from the trauma of remembering ^^;

Audio track: Masami Okui - Only One No. 1 (Di Gi Charat OP ^_^)

You're gonna carry that weight....

Wednesday, November 29, 2000 09:52 p.m.

If there's a prize for rotten judgement, I guess I've already won that...

Thank you, Megara. I couldn't have said it better myself. Yup! After being a relatively good day, it turned into a really bad day. It feels like today was misfiled among the good days; it really belongs back a few weeks ago. Bah.

Anyhoo, I don't much feel like getting into detail about it, having ranted over IRC and ICQ (with apologies to everyone forced to listen to it ^^;), I just don't have the heart to retype everything. Basically, Cat had a fun trip to the hospital for her concussion (long story, unfortunate accident ;_;), and since I didn't know what the hell was going on or what was wrong, I was really freaked and worried. Especially since a certain person was supposed to call me and let me know what was happening, and didn't bother. Grr. Oh well; that's not the first time they've done that to me...but it was never over something so important. Anyhoo, Nekochan is fine, which makes me greatly relieved. ^_^

On another fun note, the probability that I will fail three classes out of five this semester is great. Yay. That feels very weird and distressing; I haven't failed any classes in college, and now I'm failing three. So much for keeping my GPA above a 3.1.....Let's hope my parents a.) don't kill me and b.)let me take less hours next semester. As it is, I am not signed up for enough hours; I have to squeeze my way in at the end of winter break. I guess that's a good thing, though, because apparently there are some classes I will be taking over again :P

Let's hear it for Disney. I watched Mulan and Anastasia (ok, so that's not Disney, but you get my drift) and they cheered me up...even though I generally despise Mulan.

Audio: the steady 'uhoh' of my ICQ. Any of you have it? We can swap #s ^_^

You're gonna carry that weight....

Wednesday, November 29, 2000 09:51 a.m.

Well I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby..

Ok, maybe I'm not a teenage dirtbag, but I am a shameless hussy! Ne, Puuuuuuuchan? XD (Don't ask ^^;)

I had a truly odd dream last night. Actually, it took place this morning between slaps of my snooze button. I dreamed I was looking out my window at a seminar taking place outside. The seminar was on how to run an anime distribution factory (like, being a supplier for online stores, etc.). I somehow had a copy of the materials they were distributing, and there was anote on it that said the speaker would be at AX @_@ And then, I was at AX, only with absolutely no money whatsoever (well, I'm usually broke anyways :P) So I went to pawn my old broken Discman, some junior high yearbooks, a half-used notebook, and a Star Trek calendar. Somehow I must have thought they would give me money for these items ^^;;; At this point I woke up.

K-chan, YAY! You're coming to JAC =D I have a LILT party to attend on Friday, but we should party it up on Saturday, ne? ^_- Ha. I sould like some sort of wild child. Me! Ha!I'm really an antisocial geekgirl.

T-chan, I'm awfully sorry that happened to you. I've had that happen to me before, and it's one of the things in life that hurts my feelings the most. I was kind of wondering if that was what was going on, based on the part of the IRC conversation that I caught last night....

Puu-pyo, I agree with Kchan. They'll be crazy not to take you! ^_^ Gambatte~ And I want that watch *_*

listening to: TMBG, Birdhouse in Your Soul

You're gonna carry that weight....

Tuesday, November 28, 2000 11:29 p.m.

o/~ Gema-gema-gema-gema-gema-gema-gema! o/~

That Dejiko rap is far too catchy for its own good --;
Sorry for not blogging for the past few days; Sunday I packed up and came back to ISU, and then all the way through Monday evening I was finishing up my damned Director project. I'm REALLY glad to be done with it, but there is one little problem: I hurt. Ow ow ow.
Apparently, I am falling apart at the seams, due to my spastic and wussy tendencies. Due to carrying that damned 19" monitor all the way up to my room, my arms are refusing to cooperate with me any more. It's really hard to carry such things when your arms are too short :P To make matters worse, I slept in an odd position last night and really did something funky to my back >_< So, yeah, ow.

I went to my Human Biology class today (which I missed last Tuesday) and discovered there was a quiz I didn't know about @_@ Fortunately, not only was it easy, it was extra credit. Yay! ^_^ PLUS the project I didn't finish is actually due Thursday, so I'm saved. The only bad thing that happened was that my Japanese composition was due today. Oops....I didn't feel too bad about it, though, since at least half the class forgot, too. Apparently nobody ever remembers to check the second page of the syllabus ^^;

I am bored! Bored bored bored. I want it to be Saturday, so I can go to the JAC blowout *_* It's the last meeting of the semester, sadly. I can't believe this semester is over already! And here I am with my horrid grades @_@

Mmmm...what else. Saturday was fun! We must do that again over break :D

K-chan, that really, really sucks. I mean greatly ;_; I'm sorry :( Come and visit and we can genkify, ne? ^_^

Puu-pyo, I love you *_* Thanks for using my fanart for your new layout! You're so nice ;D Oh, and...

YES! I am a shameless hussy and I am enjoying it greatly! XD XD XD

There's nothing wrong with that ^_- And I am SO there on New Year's. If you want, I can help you set up/get food/put the plastic sheets on the bed/et cetera. ^_-

Janaki, thanks! *^^* I'm not a really good DDR'er, though. The *good* ones showed up as we were all leaving. It's prolly just as well, since I would have made a fool of myself attempting it in front of them ^^;; I hope your car shopping goeas okay! Laura-imoutochan is also shopping for a car; maybe you two can trade notes ^_-

Ok, I am off to read more Faith of the Fallen by Terry Goodkind. Ja~

Sound: The clickclack of my keys, the white noise of my compy, the Dejiko rap stuck in my head (Damn you, Greg! ^^;)

You're gonna carry that weight....

Saturday, November 25, 2000 10:16 a.m.

Call me call me...let me know you are there. Call me call me...I wanna know you still care...

*Sigh* oh, the end of Bebop. Don't get me started....I don't want to spurt spoilers ^_- I'd need that spoiler light I made Puuchan. Ho ho ho!

Anyhoo, I had a rather interesting Thanksgiving. It's been a fun couple of days....yesterday, we went to Best Buy and walked out looking like a commercial for the place. Between the four of us, we spent close to $600 ^^;; Amazingly enough, I accounted for half of that. I got an early Christmas present in the form of a beautiful, shiny new 19 inch monitor **_** My parents and I split the cost. I told them that it was the only thing I wanted for Christmas, and I don't mind that I got it early, because now I can actually get some Director, Flash, and Photoshop work done for the plethora of projects coming up for the end of the semester.

Anyhoo, I finally got a good idea on what to get some of my friends for Christmas from Mitsuwa....I hope I can find some appropiate things ^^; I want to DDR, too *_* We shall see what happens, ne? ^_-

Anyhoo, I'm going back to watching Digimon. Ja~

You're gonna carry that weight....

Friday, November 24, 2000 09:44 p.m.

Just a quick note...

Just a quick note before I head back out for the evening.....I'll be at Mistuwa around Asahiya/DDR machine at 2. I look like this, and I'll be with a medium height girl with very long brown hair. Uh...gotta run. See you there! ^_^

You're gonna carry that weight....

Thursday, November 23, 2000 02:10 p.m.

everything is clearer now...life is just a dream, you know, it's never ending...I'm descending..

Okay, so I'm home now, and pecking away at the teeny keyboard on the laptop that I borrowed from work. I have not had a good Thanksgiving so far. Oh, happy Thanksgiving, all you American-types. Happy Thursday, everyone else :P

I was relly looking forward to going home. I've been so stressed out this semester that the prospect of going home and curling up in my nice, safe, secure, familiar room with a book sounded like paradise. You know, with all of my stuff that couldn't be carted to ISU and my giant (5'!) Andrea Boccelli poster....
Anyhoo, I get back home and go up to my room....and it wasn't there anymore. Well, the room was there; some of the furniture was there; but it was a guest room. My posters and wallscrolls were replaced with quilts and cross-stitch pieces; my knicknacks and sculptures were quarentined on one small shelf; and my bed was in the center of the room. I HATE sleeping in a bed sticking out into the middle of the room like that. Anyhoo, I took one look at my room and cried. My dorm room feels much more homey than my home. I know I am sounding like a stupid teenager, and that I am in my third year of college and shouldn't care (especially since the last time I was home for longer than five days was last Christmas), but after killing myself on projects, work, and relationships, I just wanted to crawl into my little hole (aka my room) and hide away....only my haven was gone :P I don't know where I belong anymore.

In any case, it's not as if I was planning on moving back in after graduation; in fact, if I quit school today, I'd move right in with Laura. So I don't know why I am so upset, really; in fact, my mom made it a LOT easier for me to move out. In fact, if I started packing now, I could be gone in three hours flat. Well, that's neither here nor there.

Ok, so that was my rant. Sorry to bitch so much ^^; I can't wait to see people at Mitsuwa on Saturday *_* I'm so excited! And Laura, the insane girl that she is, is dragging me out shopping tomorrow. Kowai! I have a bit of a crowd phobia, so it should be rather...interesting. But for now, I must go do family-type stuff. Woo. Ja ne!

Now playing: Petali de Stelle per Sailor Moon (the Italian Sailorstars opening. It's so pretty! *_*)

You're gonna carry that weight....

Tuesday, November 21, 2000 12:34 p.m.

Happy sad are you feeling good or feeling bad...

Yay for Pizzicato 5. I am reworking my previous Powerpoint project (yes, Powerpoint >_<) on them into my current Director project. I hate redoing things like this, but that's what the assignment is. If my Shockwave movie isn't too horribly embarrasing, maybe I'll post it somewhere. I have a feeling that's not going to happen, though --;

So now I am working like a maniac to finish this thing by tomorrow. Yay. I had to take a blog break, though! ^^;

Ka-chan, I adore Mercedes Lackey. I lent Firebird to Laurachan, and it took me forever to get it back ^^; But I totally agree that she would be a fabulous mangaka, storywise. *sigh* Have you read Brightly Burning? It was classic Lackeyness. Even though you know the end before you start the book (at least, if you've read any other Valdemar books), I was still sobbing. It was actually fairly comic; I wrote a giant "BOTHER ME AND DIE" on my whiteboard, locked the door, and read the entire book. *happy sigh*

Kya-chan, I'm glad you like the layout! *^^* The picture actually took me less time to do than the layout, I think...mainly because all the HTML at worked burned me out, and I got mightily braindead when attempting to code this layout.

Puu-pyo,I love you. You know that, right? Vash....so pretty....*_* I think I will just visit your blog and stare now. Oh! and Kokutenko oWns me. I really must borrow HE from you, k? *_*

Janaki, I hope you can make it! ^_^ I wish I lived closer to Mitsuwa for most of the year ;_; But I know how you feel, since I am also liscense-less. I am making Laurachan take me ^^;; I owe her big time, since she's not as into anime as me (I'm working on it, don't worry!)

Ongaku: SKU movie soundtrack, again. I love Utena. One of my most prized possessions is my autographed Adolescense Mokushiroku manga *_*

You're gonna carry that weight....

Monday, November 20, 2000 01:37 p.m.

Hi, and welcome to Taco Saddam's. May I take your order?

Yes, we had a little TOO much fun at the mall (which RJ oh-so-fondly refers to as 'the merchandise hole') on Friday. Don't ask.
As for Mitsuwa on Saturday, I'll post a pic up later this week so you know who to look for ^^; I am VERY happy, because I found out that I am getting paid on Wednesday, so I can buy some Christmas presents at Mitsuwa, eat, DDR, and go to the Neo-Futurists on Friday night. Yay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!! Even though you don't read my blog ^^;

It's my neighbor's birthday too. What's up with all these November babies??

As you can tell by now, I have nothing productive to say. Oh, wait. I get to teach whole classes of history ed students how to make webpages next semester. Yay. At lease I get paid extra...a lot extra o_o;; I should save the money for something practical...like AX. XD

That's it for me. Ja~

Currently listening to: SKU movie soundtrack. ^_^

You're gonna carry that weight....